Ranting


19
Nov 06

Worst … Saturday … Ever

Cal had an honest shot at the Rose Bowl today, and we lost. We lost hard. Until the fourth quarter, we looked like we had a shot. We were keeping one of the best teams in the country in check, even if our offense was kind of slow. Then the fourth quarter comes, USC kicks on the afterburners, and we are made to look like a bunch of chumps on national TV. Again. USC goes on to glory for the umpteenth time, and we’re stuck at another second-rate bowl that (due to the team’s disappointment and shock at having not won the upset) we will probably lose. Again.

I hurt my toe. Ouch. Then I thought it would heal itself and walked around on it for several days before getting it treated. Stupid, and ouch again. Now it’s bandaged up and I have to take antibiotics and painkillers, both of which are making me thoroughly nauseated most of the time. It’s no fun. At all. You’d be amazed how many times a day you use your big toe.

I am behind on everything. The meds I’m taking for my stupid toe make me tired and shaky. I will probably spend a very large portion of my Thanksgiving break scrambling to make progress on research and applying to graduate school. Applying to graduate school is more psychologically draining than I’d care to discuss here, mostly because admissions committees might be reading this.

Let’s just say that I wish everything else was as easy and lucrative as getting a job.


29
Sep 06

RIP Habeas Corpus

Get out the hot dogs, kids, they’re torching the Constitution.


21
Sep 06

Q: Alex, where the crap are you?

A: So many places. So very many places.

So, here’s an update of the last, oh, 30 days. Sorry, Cal people (if you read this), but you’ve probably heard this before. I have a tendency to talk too much … oops?

  1. Google made me an offer for a full-time position. I don’t think I can say how much, but it’s … a lot. And it’s going to be very hard to say, “Oh, no thanks. I’d rather spend the next 4-6 years making slave wages as a graduate student.” *sob*
  2. Speaking of which, I’m applying to graduate school. It’s looking like I’m going to (at least attempt) to get a Ph.D. Why, you ask? A number of reasons, I guess. I feel like my education up to now has been all about breadth, and I’m looking for some depth. I have this gut feeling that the Internet is about to change and change big, and I know that much of the driving force behind that will be in universities in the next five years. Google did, after all,start as a research project at Stanford. I also feel like if I go off and work right out of my bachelors degree, I’ll never get a chance/have the willpower to go back. I want to at least give it a shot. If it doesn’t work for me, I’ll stop and go get a job. It’s a win-win situation, I feel.
    I’m applying to Berkeley, Stanford, Carnegie Mellon, University of Washington, MIT, UCLA, UCSD and USC (so far). I’m leaning toward staying in California, but I’m going to apply to MIT and CMU just to see if I can get in.
  3. To get into grad school, I have to take the GRE. Have I started studying? Not exactly. Is it close? You bet it is.
  4. I’m teaching this semester. Well, not teaching in the traditional sense, but I’m a TA, so I do have a discussion section of about 20 students. I don’t think that I’m doing the most fantastic job ever, but I try – it’s definitely an experience. I’m in charge of the first project, which means that I haven’t been getting much sleep the past week or so getting that prepared.
  5. I’m trying to figure out a research project for the graduate systems course I’m taking. Looks like it’s leaning toward something related to P2, possibly a simulator of some sort that has been lacking. Other things have been thrown around, but I doubt I’d be able to do them in the remaining time.

So that’s what’s keeping me busy. Hope you understand now why I’ve dropped off the face of the planet.


16
Jul 06

“The Middle East Peace Process is Dead”

“The council of ministers invites the Security Council to meet to study the Arab-Israeli conflict in all its aspects because of the failure of all efforts related to the peace process,” Reuters quoted Moussa as saying.

Whenever I turn on the news these days, I feel like I’m watching the end of the first half of one of those end-of-the-world disaster movies. Every one of those movies begins the same way. A handful of scientists and intellectuals telling Congress that the whole world is about to go to hell very, very soon. The politicians scoffing at them, saying, “Are you kidding? Everyone else is telling us that the asteroid isn’t going to hit us/it won’t be that big of a storm/the machines aren’t that intelligent yet!” Then, right at the end of the first half, the politicians and most of the scientists and intellectuals realize that they were wrong, and that the asteroid is going to hit, or it’s really going to be that big of a storm, or Skynet just dropped a nuke on Los Angeles.

Right there, you get the news story montage – news stations all over the world reporting various horrible things that are happening. If I turn on CNN or NBC or (heaven forbid) Fox News, I feel like I’m seeing that montage. Only this time it’s not a movie.

Sorry if that sounds bitter or depressing, it’s just how I’m feeling about the whole mess the human race is in lately.


7
May 06

No, I don’t want to buy Viagra from Russia

To the evil, lowlife scum-sucking bastards who have been spamming my comment system:

I get e-mail every time a comment is posted. Among other things, it gives me your IP address. I have IP blocked and will continue to IP block every last spammer who comes here and attempts to drive up his illicit prescription drug website’s traffic. I’ve also blocked the ability to post links in comments. If you find a clever way to break my block, it will only provide me with test cases to improve the blocking system.

The new revision of this site, due this summer, will include security measures to prevent comment spam bots from posting.

I DON’T LIKE SPAM!


27
Apr 06

Stressed much?

Seriously, the next three weeks are going to be absolutely freaking insane.

So I’ve decided that commuting from Berkeley to Mountain View every day (1.5 hours each way) doesn’t sound like the best idea ever. So I’m looking for housing in Mountain View and in Berkeley now. Joy of joys. I have just about 3 weeks to find a place to live or I will be homeless. Am I concerned? Maybe just a little.

I’ve also got a handful of programming projects, a paper, a problem set and a presentation to finish this weekend. I think my head is going to explode.


31
Mar 06

Net Withdrawal and the Rasmussen Irritation Scale

I’m finally back online. My parents’ DSL modem died and it’s been a saga getting a working replacement. Even now, we’re using a loaner from some random Verizon repair guy.

I’m going to propose a scale. It’s based off the Fujita scale, which measures a tornado’s intensity based on the damage it inflicts to structures. F0 is the lowest intensity, characterized by some damage to chimneys and billboards. F5 is the highest – let’s just say that if your town is hit by an F5, you don’t have a town anymore.

I’m going to call my scale the Rasmussen scale. It measures how much something pisses me off based on the amount of irritation it causes me. R0 is characterized by mild irritation. If I lock my keys in my car when I’m shopping for groceries and I have to get out my handy dandy plastic key, that’s an R0. If I don’t have my plastic key and I have to call a locksmith, that’s an R2. Add some rain, R3.

Not being without an Internet connection all week is definitely R5, the highest the Rasmussen scale of pissed-off can go. This is the trees-uprooted, houses-flattened, 135-mile-per-hour-gusts kind of irritating.

The bright side of the issue, of course, is that I got a ton of reading done. Not a total loss, I suppose.


6
Dec 05

Site features restored!

… I think!

Anyway, I think everything in front end should be restored as of now. This includes RSS and the archives. Enjoy; I’ve got a lot of things to add, but that comes after finals.

And now, excuse me for a moment while I rant.

For the past three weeks, my lab partner and I have been going to two labs a week (that’s 6 hours of lab a week, folks) in an attempt to finish this intractable project for my analog circuit theory class. We find out today that not only were we done with the required part of the project at the end of the first session, but had been attempting to work with the wrong circuit; apparently someone had posted a change in another place but had neglected to change the circuit in so inconsequential a place as the project guidelines.

This semester would have been so much better if it weren’t for that class. It’s the last one (well, one of the last two, but the last technical one) that I’m compelled to take, and my other two classes have been pretty good on the whole.

I really, really want finals to be over.


13
Sep 05

You're doin' a heckuva job

So the unit in which I live and for which I work had a massive connectivity outage today. Wow did that piss some people off.

Most of the time I like my job; I get to help people out, and I do what I used to do for free and get paid for it. Today, however, I had to deal with more than one particularly belligerent resident during my phone bank answering time and it seriously got to me. I mean, generally I’m not a very angry person, but people who are unreasonable just piss me off sometimes. This was one of those times.

On a completely unrelated topic, a public service announcement:

To all people over the age of 8: when answering a question in the negative, do not use ‘Nu-uh.’ If you must, at least don’t pronounce it. It makes you sound dumb. Suitable alternatives include, but are not limited to, “No”, “Nay, yeoman! Ha-ha!”, “Not on your life!”, “(insert the question rephrased as a statement, with ‘your mother’ as the subject)!” and “That’s not true! That’s impossible! Noooooooo!”

This has been a public service announcement.


3
May 05

Bleh

New OS arrived today, but I’m so swamped with school and finishing stuff up with this client that I can’t take the time to install it. It yearns to be installed. It’s calling to me right now. “Installl meeeee”

Exactly 10 days until my first final. You won’t hear much from me until … well, probaby the end of the month, since if I don’t start studying now I’m most definitely hosed. I suppose this is what happens when you spend a month or so just barely comprehending what you’re grinding through. Friggin’ a.

The Age of Innocence = borefest. And yet I still have to read it. I will never take another English class ever again. Ever.