Cal had an honest shot at the Rose Bowl today, and we lost. We lost hard. Until the fourth quarter, we looked like we had a shot. We were keeping one of the best teams in the country in check, even if our offense was kind of slow. Then the fourth quarter comes, USC kicks on the afterburners, and we are made to look like a bunch of chumps on national TV. Again. USC goes on to glory for the umpteenth time, and we’re stuck at another second-rate bowl that (due to the team’s disappointment and shock at having not won the upset) we will probably lose. Again.
I hurt my toe. Ouch. Then I thought it would heal itself and walked around on it for several days before getting it treated. Stupid, and ouch again. Now it’s bandaged up and I have to take antibiotics and painkillers, both of which are making me thoroughly nauseated most of the time. It’s no fun. At all. You’d be amazed how many times a day you use your big toe.
I am behind on everything. The meds I’m taking for my stupid toe make me tired and shaky. I will probably spend a very large portion of my Thanksgiving break scrambling to make progress on research and applying to graduate school. Applying to graduate school is more psychologically draining than I’d care to discuss here, mostly because admissions committees might be reading this.
Let’s just say that I wish everything else was as easy and lucrative as getting a job.